Saturday, July 10, 2010
In a FUNK.
I am officially in a Funk. I think it is a mixture of my grandfather dying unexpectedly, quitting smoking (Day 10), working my ass off (not literally =) and school/homework...... this is alot of shit on my plate. i am the type of person who gets things accomplished no matter what obstacles get in my way. I try to look at the positive in everything. I am a little wore out. I have been telling myself I will stop grieving after the funeral. the funeral came and went to quick. and i still am grieving..... i deal with death and dying all the time. i am a geriatric nurse. but this was my family. i thought when this time came i would have handled it better. i am good at handling other ppl family losses. that why i want to be a hospice nurse. but this my friends is hard.